After having a chat wid my dear sister………bout my fight wid my bf……………she asked me to forget evrything n try to talk to him normally……….so aftr 2 days of fyting insanly………..i today talked to him n he ignored me……..he said he hv to go will talk wid me aftrwards……….n if i’ll say dat u;r ignoring me he’ll be lyk u think watever u wanna think………….n lyk dis ntg gonna b same as before……….y is he doin dis wid me………did i really hurted him so much………..dat now for dat he is making me pay for it………..i dont knw if he’s being normal or he’s ignoring me………my eyes filled wid tears when he said ttyl he’s bz ryt now……….:’(

Why is he such asshole………..i hate him…….agn in mng he fought wid me……..for no rsn……..i asked him not to bring his ego between our relationship…….n he was lyk i neva bought ego between us………its only me who reacts on small small issues……….he was lyk i didnt bought ego between us……..its jst dat evrything for u is who knws………n wat hurted me most was he said dat m already pissed frm past 2 3 days…….n u also acting as a kid not getting anything…………den i bursted out………i said him now wen u’r ok den only talk to me orelse dont show me ur fucking face……..he was lyk k i wont………n den he siad it me who always react on small things n all i said ya ya its me who gets not u na now dont talk to me………n e really went off……..he didnt even said anything………i was in tears at dat tym………n he didnt even cared………:’( I knw he love me n i love him tooooo……….bt he hv to work on his ego……….he gotta big ego,such huge ego i hate his big ego……..now i miss him…..but he’s aint talking to me…….:(

Yesterday fought wid my bf…….no one knows who’s ryt who’s wrong……….wat can i do i was talking to him n he was lyk no reaction…..i got pissed off…….i said him fuck off now dont wanna talk to u………den he started all dose formalities plz srry talk to me n all blahs…………jst ask him wat the hell had happened wen i was talkin to him………y did he didnt payed attention at dat tym……….(den i middle had to give a brk coz my bro got hurt………ntg srs bt was crying lyk hell)………..den i agn came back n said ya now say wats d deal………..agn he ws lyk no ans…….den i said agn sumone is not intrested in talkin wid me i guess…………den bamm on my face he said he wasnt near d pc……….den i said who knws………..n dey were the 2 words which made him irritated n he finally burst out……….he said today u hurted me n blahs………..den i was lyk ya ya u were hurt n wat bout me………..hell man relationships are very hard to carry……..:(

Today had gr8 fun wid my 2 darling frnz………nin n div…….<3 we talked,laughed until our stomach pains…….had tears in d eyes…….did bitching bout many things…….ate so many things…….we 3 together are different when we are together ntg seems more imp to us den being wid each odr at d moment……we 3 together we dont need any 4th person to poke their nose……we 3 jst think bout each odr happiness ntg else………n we 3 idiots celebrated frndship day today…….we went to cake shop an bought a cake….the bakery boy asked wat to write on cake we said “Happy Friendship Day” he was so surprised……he was lyk xcuse me dis day to went na…………how cum today we said we are spcl n we hv our own spcl days…:Pbut had one prob……..we didnt had camera……..our camera battary was dead……..:(